As I never will be

I sit here older yet no wiser, worse but not better. The pain begins in my body and through my blood, each step getting harder and harder to achieve, it resonates to my mind that is riddled with plague. It has no filters, just floods and each day as my pain grows stronger and deep into my veins, my mind gets weaker surrounded by an unforgiving noise of voices that grow louder each day. I wither and I seep until I am nothing and for once cannot speak. I sit upon my throne as an empty shell, never as I could be, but yet not as I was. I am alone in defeat, my thoughts have finally won and broke so much I can never be more then undone, I give up , I surrender, please forget me, for I am as I will never be.

Recipe # 1: Cornish Game Hen

 First clean the the bird, make sure there are no innerds

Then place it breast side up in a 9x13 pan lined in foil and sprayed with non stick spray.

Begin with a liberal amount of salt and pepper, on the skin and under the skin all over.

Next proceed to seasoning

a dash of Season salt, evenly distribute

a dash of rosemary all over

1tsp of Garlic applied liberally, but not too much.

a dash of fresh or dried thyme all over

Place in the oven at 350 in a series of 15 minute intervals.

every 15 minutes, baste the entire bird in your braising sauce. 

Braising Sauce

take 1 garlic clove , peeled

3 tbs of olive oil

2 tbs of butter


first add the garlic whole into the oil once its hot, then just stirr it around and flip it a few times and remove from the oil just as it begins to brown.

Add butter to pan and let melt, then stir.

baste every 15 minutes with this sauce.

on the third increment  take out and cover the pan with foil. 

when the next 15 minutes is up, turn the oven up to 400 and remove the foil cover, baste and put it in for the last 15 minutes.

should be cooked thoroughly and golden brown on the outside.

serve with your choice of sides.

Chapter one, The mission

Dear Reader,

My name is Dr. Barnabus Flanagan, I am the head of the Moorewood sanatarium here in Romania. I am a neuro anaylist by trade but helping the weak and feeble minded is my true passion. I have taken it upon myself to cure psycopathy  and psychosis, I can bring back even the farthest along. This is my mission statement, my revelation and my awakening you could say. I must at all costs bring my genius to fruition and you dear reader can either come along or be condemned to your own depravity for all eternity. I travel to the unknown and cater to the deepest of depths, I will be a king among men. So long as the others here stay within the dark and I keep my own wits about me.

Sincerely,

B. Flanagan

Prologue

Here my friends I shall show you letters of a mad man, a man so desperate to expand his genius that he in turn blurred the lines between what is and what is only possible in his mind. He begins the creature, and my dears throughout these terrible dealings, poor Dr. Barnabus Flanagan he also brings it’s demise.

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